insomnia

i can't sleep.

for the last 10 minutes i was rubbing my dog's stomach as she fell asleep on my bed.

sometimes i wonder what the hell she's thinking. i love dogs. they never cease to amaze me. when i get older, i want a golden lab. yeah, we're gonna be best pals.

anyway, i havent figured out what the fuck im going to do this summer. i have the option of staying at *CENSORED*, but for some reason it doesn't seem all that appealing to me. i want to go somewhere and just write. i want to stop being lazy and start my book already, even though i have no idea what it's going to be on. but yeah, this will be my summer... where i will be doing what i want. wherever i am, i want to take photography classes... that's a must.