i just got home from the LAMEST HOUSE party in Park Slope, BK. it was not only the worst halloween party, but the lamest house party ive been to in a LONG ass time, for reals.
the only good thing about the party was that they had Pot Rice Krispie Treats. i had a lot, even tho i usually don't eat too many sweets. anyway, now i'm home and i can't tell if i'm drunk or high... but i'm definitely fucked up by something. just because, before the party i went to Sea in Williamsburg and had like 5 drinks because my friends were about an hour late to dinner and i was waiting at the bar by myself for awhile.
Monday, October 30, 2006
Saturday, October 21, 2006
finally blogger is back up. i've been wanting to blog throughout the day, but it seems that the website was down or somthing was up with it.
okay, first is, i;ve decided to put down the peace pipe for awhile. because of it, i have not left my house in more than 48 hours and can not believe it's sat night already. wow, the past 2 days have been a BLUR. plus, i only have about 2 months until korea, and i want to start working out on a regular regimen. when i smoke weed though, nothing is possible. i barely have the motivation to leave me room, let alone do anything at all. so yes, as most of you don't know, i'm obsessed with starting things at the end of a day so that i can have a clean start after mignight. so after minute tonight, the peace pipe is gone!
ok, there was a lot more stfuf i wanted to write about, but my mind is scattered and burnt.
okay, first is, i;ve decided to put down the peace pipe for awhile. because of it, i have not left my house in more than 48 hours and can not believe it's sat night already. wow, the past 2 days have been a BLUR. plus, i only have about 2 months until korea, and i want to start working out on a regular regimen. when i smoke weed though, nothing is possible. i barely have the motivation to leave me room, let alone do anything at all. so yes, as most of you don't know, i'm obsessed with starting things at the end of a day so that i can have a clean start after mignight. so after minute tonight, the peace pipe is gone!
ok, there was a lot more stfuf i wanted to write about, but my mind is scattered and burnt.
gee.
i'm working on my senior work, which is due in a month and 1/2 (AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!) and is a memoir of my life this far. a lot of it is pretty negative, with me reflecting on all the shit i've been through. but lately i've been thinking that maybe i'm being too harsh on all the things i've been through., i'm just really torn now and all my plans of how i wanted to write it are now all pretty much changing. it's so hard when you're actually in front of your computer, trying to write this. all the bad memories that i think of leave me exhausted at certain points, and i find myself just simply not wanting to get into it.
oh and PS, MY TICKETS TO KOREA HAVE BEEN PURCHASED! i leave on Christmas Eve, and come back on March 22. it's finally happening, it's pretty surreal.
i'm working on my senior work, which is due in a month and 1/2 (AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!) and is a memoir of my life this far. a lot of it is pretty negative, with me reflecting on all the shit i've been through. but lately i've been thinking that maybe i'm being too harsh on all the things i've been through., i'm just really torn now and all my plans of how i wanted to write it are now all pretty much changing. it's so hard when you're actually in front of your computer, trying to write this. all the bad memories that i think of leave me exhausted at certain points, and i find myself just simply not wanting to get into it.
oh and PS, MY TICKETS TO KOREA HAVE BEEN PURCHASED! i leave on Christmas Eve, and come back on March 22. it's finally happening, it's pretty surreal.
Thursday, October 19, 2006
i went rowing yesterday with my class on the hudson river. it was so damn beautiful. we could see jersey, the statue of liberty, and all these other famous landmarks from our boat. it was exciting.
also i lost my fucking ipod yesterday. the irony is, i lost it right before i was going to go to the apple store to get it fixed because it had broke two days ago. and i got to the apple store and realized i didn't have it. yeah, sucks.
here are some rowing pics.
also i lost my fucking ipod yesterday. the irony is, i lost it right before i was going to go to the apple store to get it fixed because it had broke two days ago. and i got to the apple store and realized i didn't have it. yeah, sucks.
here are some rowing pics.
Sunday, October 15, 2006
blah blah blahhhhhhhh.
i have so much hw to do, but i've been procrastinating for the past 3 hours by cleaning my room, my school bag, my comp, and anything else i can get my hands on. damn i feel so lazy.
so yeah. nothing new to report. i went to the this national Oyster Festival yesterday with a friend. it was held at Oyster Bay in long island. i know! how apropos!!!!!! here's a few pics. also mixed in are a few pics from dylan's candy bar, which we stopped by after the festival in roosevelt field.
i have so much hw to do, but i've been procrastinating for the past 3 hours by cleaning my room, my school bag, my comp, and anything else i can get my hands on. damn i feel so lazy.
so yeah. nothing new to report. i went to the this national Oyster Festival yesterday with a friend. it was held at Oyster Bay in long island. i know! how apropos!!!!!! here's a few pics. also mixed in are a few pics from dylan's candy bar, which we stopped by after the festival in roosevelt field.
Saturday, October 07, 2006
damn its like 6:30 on a saturday and i feel sooo sleepy already. i just had dinner with a friend in williamsburg and had a vodka-tonic and i can barely keep my eyes open now.
anyhoo, i finally got my visa for korea! woot woot! now all i've got to do is buy a ticket and i'm good to go.
will update again later.
anyhoo, i finally got my visa for korea! woot woot! now all i've got to do is buy a ticket and i'm good to go.
will update again later.
Wednesday, October 04, 2006
i am such a procrastinator. it's so fucking dumb of me, but i can't help but just push things off until the last minute. anyway, i banked out two papers in 5 hours, and then took like a 3 hour break of doing absolutely nothing but surfing the web. now i am on my third paper, and am pretty confident that i'll get all four done by 8 this morning.
why is it so hard for me to break my bad habits? ahh it drives me crazy. i honestly think sometimes it's my environment. it's hard to change things in your life when your environment stays the same. i feel that's true with many things in my life.
anyhoo. i went to the met yesterday for one of my papers, and have to go again later today for a class trip.
life is good, be humble. i wish i could think of those words when i'm feeling not so great.
i purchased 10 albums within the past week. i love music...
why is it so hard for me to break my bad habits? ahh it drives me crazy. i honestly think sometimes it's my environment. it's hard to change things in your life when your environment stays the same. i feel that's true with many things in my life.
anyhoo. i went to the met yesterday for one of my papers, and have to go again later today for a class trip.
life is good, be humble. i wish i could think of those words when i'm feeling not so great.
i purchased 10 albums within the past week. i love music...
Sunday, October 01, 2006
i think i'm sick. i'm not talkingabout physically either, i'm talking mentally. i have no idea what's fucking going on with me, but i just feel so fucking depressed. i was on the subway today and found myself digging my nails into my arms for no reason. i didn't even realize i was doing it until i saw some lady looking at my arms. i was so preoccupied with bad thoughts. damn, i don't want to be like this anymore. i don't want to talk to anyone anymore. i want to take a vow of poverty. i want to live a simple fucking life... i just want to be happy.
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