Sunday, July 18, 2010

i can't concentrate. insecurities + anxiety + insomnia + feeling like absolute shit is so fucking distracting. i think it's my loneliness that's possibly triggering everything. i think i have way too much fucking time on my hands to just think about stuff. i try to keep myself busy when i get like this but i can't do anything but sit by myself as my mind wanders into crazy places. isn't it funny how our brains are wired and we have no natural control over some things?

i just want to be happy. no, actually i don't even need to be happy, i just want not feel like this. i was feeling the same way last night as well so i decided to go for a run to hangang at 3am but i won't be doing that tonight.

i just want to fall asleep.

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