how do you tell someone halfway across the world that you miss them? and that you want to be with them? and that you want to come back to nyc and be together? and that they're not like anyone you've ever met before, and you want to put up a fight for them in order to show just how serious you are? and that you want to let go of all your insecurities and issues and finally be who you are without worrying about them not liking it or judging you?
but what if you've already tried something with this person before, and you wish it worked out so badly but in the end it didn't happen that way? do i risk scaring them off, or take a chance? or maybe be realistic and realiize you're now on another continent and what you want isn't plausible at the moment?
i don't know if i'm holding onto some fantasy relationship that does not/will not exist, or if there's actually something there that could grow into a great experience for both of us...
i hope that it will happen one day.
the only way to know is when you get there, in that moment.
ReplyDeletebut you have to make the decision. what is best for YOU. and just DO IT.....
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c9QNRvXH1HI
ReplyDeleteThis is for you: Missy Higgins - Where I Stood.