it is so difficult for me to lie in bed with the lights off and just fall asleep.
it's just me, the darkness and my thoughts and my mind starts to wander and i get extreme anxiety. i have nothing to concentrate or think about other than the fact that i can't fall asleep, on top of other subjects of worry which i won't discuss. lately i can only put up with five minutes of doing that, and then i hop out of bed and decide to come online until i think i'm getting sleepy again. then i get tired after mindless web-surfing and go to bed and the same thing happens again. this happens at least a few times a night, with hour gaps between each cycle.
at times like this, i really fucking wish hulu.com worked in korea.
you seem worse off than when you were in ny
ReplyDeletecall a friend on those lonely nights and let the floodgates open
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