Sunday, October 01, 2006

i think i'm sick. i'm not talkingabout physically either, i'm talking mentally. i have no idea what's fucking going on with me, but i just feel so fucking depressed. i was on the subway today and found myself digging my nails into my arms for no reason. i didn't even realize i was doing it until i saw some lady looking at my arms. i was so preoccupied with bad thoughts. damn, i don't want to be like this anymore. i don't want to talk to anyone anymore. i want to take a vow of poverty. i want to live a simple fucking life... i just want to be happy.


  1. Anonymous2:31 AM

    talk to me dude

  2. Life can be tough sometimes but you can make easy changes to make it better...Things get easier and better...I promise. Hang in there.

    If ever you need someone to talk to - drop me a line...(my email is on my blog) - although I'm a total stranger - sometimes it helps to talk to someone who is neutral, unbiased and new...

    Take care of you....
    You're young, brilliant, and the world is your smorgasboard...