Tae Yoon: Life from 2006-2021

i had a bad date (or whatever the fuck it was) today and am beyond annoyed at the moment. all i have to say is, i'm really just fucking over dating. fuck that shit. it's such a waste of time and i'm just sick of dealing with these guys that make me feel like there's something wrong with me. the thing is, i really don't think it's me. i'm not delusional to think i'm perfect, and i'm more than happy to admit when i'm acting like an idiot but trust me, IT ISN'T ME. i really realized earlier tonight that there's nothing a guy or significant other can ever bring to my life because i have everything i need right now---family, friends, music, food, writing and booze---doesn't anything else matter? i mean, i have hands and i have the internet. from what i've experienced, being in a relationship is pretty much useless. if it's supposed to happen, it will happen but until it falls into my lap this time, i'm choosing not to give it any more energy. i feel like an idiot for even giving it all the attention i did.