Wednesday, March 03, 2021
Sunday, February 28, 2021
Tuesday, February 23, 2021
Monday, February 22, 2021
Sunday, February 21, 2021
"Do you mean what you say when there's no one around?"
From the song Take a Bow by Madonna.
Strangers making the most of the dark.
Two by two,
Roughly one year since the first known death by the coronavirus in the United States, an unfathomable toll is nearing — the loss of half a million people.
Thursday, February 18, 2021
Every morning for the past 38 years, when looking at my reflection in the mirror, it's not just my own face that I see—but also those of my parents, my childhood neighborhood of Flushing, and every Asian-American person who has paved the way in this country before my time.
Yet, even though I am the main character to my own life, so much of American film, tv, and media has perpetually shown anyone with facial features like mine as the outsider, someone whose existence depends entirely on another non-Asian character, or perhaps someone whose story does not deserve to be told at all.
Until recently, for me, this is how much of the Asian American experience has felt like. To wake up everyday and know that I am here as a full person with layers and dimension, yet to never feel fully seen.
Well, with the ongoing anti-Asian hate since the onset of the pandemic, more than ever, I think the world is ready for more Asian-American stories of all kinds.
Wednesday, February 17, 2021
Sunday, February 14, 2021
- Being 23 and in my last year of college. Interning for a TV company to then be promoted as a newly launching channel's programmer. I eventually left that job to finish my last semester of school. Also, being so closeted that I would quickly change the channel from Logo at a heartbeat if someone walked in my living room.
- My goal to work in publishing landing me on the business side of a food magazine.
- Losing my job at said magazine before working front of house jobs. Then feeling burnt-out from working in the NYC food industry and abandoning everything to give it a try in Seoul. While there, I worked as a bartender in one of the city's gay areas while I struggled to find other jobs.
- Being told to leave Korea if I didn't enlist in the military by a certain deadline. Then heading to Thailand for what I thought would be a two month trip.
- Leaving Thailand after two years and living in Los Angeles for a short period.
- Returning to NYC to start over again.
- Starting my freelance writing stuff. Then working in the industry while just trying to figure my shit out.
- Going to Seoul for a writing project, only to come back empty handed.
- Returning to NYC to start over again.
- Trying to figure stuff out again before eventually starting my current gig at the onset of the pandemic.
Happy Valentine's Day!
On this most love af day of the year, I'm spending time with my favorite forever sweetheart. That ultimate f-buddy (that's fried btw) and best hug giver—the one who's always showed up: Food.
My crime companion.
Vertigo canyon.
Sizzling abandon.
Too juicy to dry run.
Thirst quencher and then some.
Tie it undone.
Glowing inner handsome.
Shaking hard for big ones.
This beat's an incision.
Made my decision.
Honestly though, I really hope I have someone to spend the day with by this time next year. Even chronically single people deserve a bone or special experience every five years or so.
Friday, February 12, 2021
Wait,
I'm 38...
But let's get this straight,
cuz I'm feeling great.
Nothing to hate.
Happiness mandate.
Piled high plate.
Hips still gyrate.
Yet to culminate.
Blissful state.
Since I just ate.
Never an ingrate.
Let that marinate.
This I dedicate.
To my future date.
Burst the floodgate.
Not going to wait.
Here to motivate.
Let's relate.
Thursday, February 11, 2021
Monday, February 08, 2021
Sunday, February 07, 2021
Saturday, February 06, 2021
Friday, February 05, 2021
Thursday, February 04, 2021
Wednesday, February 03, 2021
Tuesday, February 02, 2021
“No experience you ever had is wasted. Challenges provide opportunities that force us to search for a new center of gravity. Don’t resist. Resistance only causes more struggle. You can’t win if you’re fighting the truth. Instead, persist in finding—and letting it break you open.”
Said by Oprah in her Super Soul Sunday Conversations Podcast. Episode Broken Open from January 22, 2021
Sunday, January 31, 2021
Love has always had a way of having bad timing."
Jeez, didn't see.
Sin a squeeze.
Pass the peas.
Past a please.
Pots to pleas.
Pasta breeze.
Paws to tease.
Possibilities.
Pause to breathe.